More about dreams...

I again, had a crazy dream today... I don't know how to explain it, or what the heck it means, but i was sitting right here (It happened a matter of.. 10 minutes ago) and i was thinking, and i thought to myself "How do you know someone before you know someone" All in reference to these fun dreams I have, I had one a few days ago, where i was thinking about someone I knew, but when i had the dream, it was before we've ever talked... After, i thought that, i thought "I know, I'll go ask ____" jokingly, because i haven't known this person very long, or even at all, and it only seemed fitting. I laughed with myself at the thought of this, because i know it's something i'd never actually do, then I thought the punchline of this sad joke "I know, I'll ask her if Lacey sends me a message now" and at the time i had this dream, ages ago... Lacey and I were good friends, and her sending me a message wouldn't be something far-fetched and unrealistic.... But, not anymore. When i had that dream, after I 'thought that' there'd be a smile on my face and I'd continue on my way. But here in reality... That's something that wont happen.

I've no idea why i am tormented with these dreams, or what they mean...

Hrmz...

I feel like writing something, as to why I am here... But I don't know what exactly to write. It's about 01:47:35 am and i don't know if i want to sleep.

See, the past few days I've been having weird dreams, some good... And the other 90% bad. To top it all off, I don't know why now i have to get bad dreams. Nothing... important has been going on in my life, nothing riveting is in development. And in fact, these dreams are about people from, an excess of 2 years ago. I can't figure out why, or what they're about... for.

I do recall, a dream the other day, absolutely being terrified of falling. I was up somewhere so high in a city, and it seems no matter what direction i faced, falling was a threating force. About a week ago, i remember having a dream, being absolutely terrified of the open water. I was in a big lake, and the thought of its depth... scared me.
I'll assume it's alright if I get paranoid, when i have dreams being afraid of wind, earth and light...
-shrugs-

Not to mention, today, i had a dream about going downstairs and my mom sitting at the computer, the desk pulled out from the wall and wires and whatnot everywhere - and she was saying to me that there is something missing, that wont allow the internet to be hooked up - when in fact, we were getting a new internet provider installed, and our computer desk was pulled out from the wall, and we were having a bit of trouble with getting it working.

I just... am not sure

First Post

So here I am, I've never had a blog before, and I don't know how much I'll like this new-fangled contraption. I know that's a complete lie, i know i will love this thing because i can edit the HTML ^o^ and make it not look like everyone elses... but still.

I don't know how far this will go, or how much this will help me. I doubt I'll even get more than one person to look at my posts. (hi)

So, let the fun begin.


*byes