Maturity.

I've noticed lately, how I've been changing... Hanging out with my friends today, has been kinda a 'reality check-in' i've long been missing. Seeing my friends, let me see myself again. Who I am with people, how i react to jokes and being talked to. And I can see, more maturity - all around. I'm more calm in conversations, and hanging with friends. More "cool" if the word expresses anything these days. I don't crack jokes and laugh really loud all the time these days, but i'll speak softly and chuckle here and there. I've noticed, i make more eye contact than ever. I can notice, i am maturing faster than others I know.

Today on facebook, i read an unrelated event about Halloween. And it seems, like all the people my age, are only concerned about having sex and getting wasted with naked people all around them at parties. My friend, posted a status of enjoying getting his friend drunk for the first time, and there's some Halloween party, where everyone will have lots of beer to drink, and there'll be loads of naked girls running around.

Sometimes i wonder, am i in the right age group? I'm not at all interested in going to some party, where everyone will be flat out wasted, making out with toilet seats, and the following morning an air horn will bring sudden death to it's producer. I'm interested, in a more quite night, with movies and friends, games and conversations. I've never been a 'hearty partier' but then again... is my age group supposed to be like that?


I've always wondered if i was in the right age group, and with how i'm changing right now.. it seems like i'm less connected 'with the times' than ever.